urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad the fucking champion. the fucking champion. 2005-04-16T09:47:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:37973 2005-04-16T09:47:48Z 2005-04-16T09:47:48Z friday. tonight was so much fun.<br />i loved going to city walk qwith al my frkiends.<br />i love my real bff. and i wish i could see you more.<br />i am so incredingly? drunk right now i have no idea what i am typing. all i know is that i love logan. ok bye. and people are singing friday songs? i love friday so mucg. hahhaha. oh and never play a drinking game. <br />"ant a hundrewd and fifty thousadns." urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:32266 2004-07-21T10:33:03Z 2004-07-21T10:33:03Z tonight...well.<br />thanks to everyone who was looking out for me.<br />i can't thank you enough. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:29941 2004-06-17T21:20:59Z 2004-06-17T21:20:59Z <p>if you haven't noticed.</p> <p><img src="http://img34.photobucket.com/albums/v103/missmosh/group2.jpg"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:29586 2004-06-16T05:56:48Z 2004-06-16T05:56:48Z nfg. why the fuck is my refrigerator in my family room or whatever it's called?<br />& why the fuck can't i find any shot glasses?<br />oh shit. it's echoing.<br />what the fuck was that noise?<br />AAAHHHHHAHAHHA. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:25570 2004-05-19T03:56:39Z 2004-05-19T04:09:22Z <p>tooCOREfor 661: i'm addicted to chapstick<br>MF Robbb: im addicted to chillin<br>tooCOREfor 661: ok no<br>tooCOREfor 661: that was gay<br>tooCOREfor 661: you should of said something like<br>tooCOREfor 661: sex or jackin off<br>tooCOREfor 661: chillin. ok lame<br>MF Robbb: sex<br>tooCOREfor 661: ok dope. i'm addicted to chapstick. and you're addicted to sex</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p><strong><font size="5">EVERYONE BO IS ADDICTED TO SEX. ^%^%@$#@$%!!@$#@.</font></strong> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:25147 2004-05-19T02:00:57Z 2004-05-19T02:00:57Z keep the noise low. (she doesn't want to blow it).<br />shaking head to toe while your left hand does the "show me around".<br />quickens your heartbeat. it beats me straight into the ground.<br />you don't recover from a night like this.<br />a victim still lying in bed completely motionless.<br />a hand moves in the dark to a zipper.<br />hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "this is so messed up."<br />upon arrival the guests had all stared.<br />dripping wet and clearly depressed he'd headed straight for the stairs.<br />no longer cool but a boy in a stitch.<br />unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.<br />he keeps his hands low. (he doesn't want to blow it).<br />he's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down.<br />he stomach turns and he think of throwing up, but the body on the bed beckons forward and starts growing up.<br />the fever, the focus, the reasons that i had to believe you weren't too hard to sell.<br />die young and save yourself.<br />the tickle, the taste of...<br />it used to be the reason i breathed but now it's choking me up.<br />die young and save yourself.<br />she hits the lights.<br />this doesn't seem quite fair.<br />despite everything he learned from his friends he doesn't feel so prepared.<br />she's breathing quiet and smooth (he's gasping for air).<br />"this is the first and last time", he says.<br />she fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.<br />he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.<br />he's holding back from telling her exactly what it really feels like.<br />he is a lamb, she is the slaughter.<br />she's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.<br />nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.<br />he whispers that he loves her but she's probably only looking for...<br />so much more than he could ever give, a life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.<br />he keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.<br />he waits for it to end and for the aching in his guts to subside. <br />up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:24318 2004-05-12T13:26:17Z 2004-05-12T13:26:17Z <p>happy 16th miry!!! i love you.!!!</p> <p><img height="515" src="http://img34.photobucket.com/albums/v103/missmosh/lurker7.jpg" width="370">this is us.</p> <p><img src="http://img34.photobucket.com/albums/v103/missmosh/miiiry.bmp"></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:19362 2004-04-12T23:52:07Z 2004-04-12T23:52:07Z fuck everyone who has MY mosh 'n' roll sweatshirt. and fuck people that talk shit about tanning salons and then start going to them. and fuck people who don't stay true to shit.<br /><br />basically fuck you.<br /><br /><br /><br />except the people i love.<br />you guys know who you are. &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:17969 2004-03-31T06:48:53Z 2004-03-31T06:58:57Z xTHROWDOWNx. i'm tough. basically i only need a few people in my life. and i realized that tonight. fuck santa clarita kids. i can't wait to get the fuck out of here. miranda, chris, dorian, lindsey, zach and maybe a few others are the only people i care about. yep. pretty much i'm fucking bitter. hate me. whatever. i hate this valley.<br /><br />me, lindsey, and jen are all taking motherfucking hip hop dance classes. it's gonna be tiiiiiight.<br />disneyland is not the happiest place on earth. and california adventure has "don't make me mosh" kids there. tight.<br /><br />other then that. i burnt my thumb playing with fireworks. and i love my boyfriend. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:15522 2004-03-08T03:11:13Z 2004-03-08T03:11:13Z dashboard hi. <br />i love my best friend chris to the max. <br />i couldn't live without him.<br />that's all. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:14141 2004-03-02T01:35:04Z 2004-03-02T01:35:04Z <p><img src="http://img1.photobucket.com/albums/1003/naivexeyes/tamaraisamazing.bmp"></p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>i fucking love this girl she is so fucking amazing and i can't wait to see her for my birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:13146 2004-02-22T21:34:44Z 2004-02-22T21:58:07Z boys night out. alright so basically i'm tired of this "you're a newjack, get out of this scene, and other bullshit." first of all. WHO THE FUCK CARES WHO HAS BEEN INTO THIS FOR HOWEVER THE FUCK LONG? you sit here and run your fucking mouth like you're the shit, and when finally someone steps up to you, you ain't got shit to say. wait. yeah you do. "whatever she has fashion hair." hahhaahh look at you 6 months ago. you had better hair than i will ever have. eyeliner, tight shirts, and girl jeans. everyone goes through their fucking stages. and remember no one was fucking born HARDCORE. you too were a "newjack" at one point and time. yeah. get pissed if someone does come into the "scene" for the wrong reason, but don't give them shit if they came into this shit and it saved their fucking life. and most of your homies haven't been into this shit for that long either. edge for half of a year to a year. and break it. number of times. and then still claim it. i thought that once you broke edge, you couldn't claim that shit again? cause to people that shit is a fucking way of life. that's what some people fucking live for. whatever. i'm not here to talk shit and run my mouth. i don't have anything against you guys. just remember you guys are the ones that hate me. run your mouth about someone i don't know. i don't care. but run your mouth about my best friend, my sister, my fucking family, cause yeah that is what she is to me, you're gonna get shit coming to you. and especially because you don't know half of the shit she has fucking been through. i'm pretty sure all the bands you fucks listen to, are saying that this "scene" needs to be a family, everyone needs to have each others back, and everyone needs to get along. you guys are the ones that make this "scene" the fucking shithole that it is. seriously grow the fuck up. and stop running your mouths.<br /><br />& p.s.<br />i am the fucking champion. &lt;3 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:10137 2004-01-31T05:56:07Z 2004-01-31T07:28:27Z donnybrook lindsey pierced my lip. and fucked up the transfer. now my lip hurts. thank you.<br />&lt;333 miss mosh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:9140 2004-01-25T19:47:53Z 2004-01-25T20:11:13Z the juliana theory so jef came to alyssa's house and we sat here for like ohhhhhhhhhh 500 hours and took pictures then decided to go to del taco. shane, nik, and todd met up with us and from there we went to mentryville. and didn't even barely get out of the car. and of course after the show everyone and their moms were at in-n-out. so we went there and saw.... AJ, erik, steve, wes &lt;333, drew, clare, alex, art, chris, dorian!, david, aaron, and probaby other people. i just don't remember. stayed there for forever. went back to alyssa's with todd, nik, alex, and jef. watched freddy vs. jason. and jason fucking rocks the house. yeah that movie was lame. oh. and i fucking LOVE how alex ate my last piece of candy. um hi. i'm pretty sure that i didn't tell you that you could eat it. thank you. then he tried to take my bed. um negative. made more milkshakes. cause we're awesome. and i seriously ate so much last night. that well i don't know but yeah. then i went to sleep. and now me and alyssa are getting ready. well she is. i'm lazy. to go out to eat. <br />the end.<br />&lt;3 miss mosh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:8758 2004-01-25T03:27:25Z 2004-01-25T03:27:25Z the motroccly outside nigga well last night was bleeding through and it was gay. me and alyssa sat outside or inside most of the night. went to in-n-out after and saw like a bunch of people. it was cool. went home and slept.<br /><br />right now i am at alyssa's. we are awesome. and eating food. tatortots. with ketuchhp bitch. yeah what nigga? we want to go to a party but we have no firends so that diesn't help at all. everyone is going to alex;s house and we are not becayuse we don't drive and we can't walk because it is below negstive zetro outside and we would freeze and i have noooooooo clue what ui am talkuing or saying about. brcause i'm talkingout loud. ok. we're going to get tatortots to eat. payce out. come obver d00000000000000000000000ds. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:8686 2004-01-23T06:00:48Z 2004-01-23T06:00:48Z lame ass nigger shit. boardbum16: i have a nigger dick<br />boardbum16: yeah right hahahaah<br />tooCOREfor 661: BAHAHHAHAHA YOU HAVE NOTHING CLOSE TO A NIGGER DICK.<br />boardbum16: fuck u<br />boardbum16: just becuse u love the cock broooo<br />tooCOREfor 661: hahhahahahakhsaklj i love you.<br />boardbum16: and u jack guys offf<br />tooCOREfor 661: you know what steve. i'm a slut<br />tooCOREfor 661: whatever<br />boardbum16: lol<br />boardbum16: i know<br />boardbum16: u r<br />boardbum16: when u jacked me off today<br />boardbum16: and i busted in urhads that was hot<br />tooCOREfor 661: hhahahahha what!?<br />tooCOREfor 661: ewwww<br />tooCOREfor 661: dude. whatever. i'm not one of the girls on your list that you've fucked.<br />boardbum16: lol<br />boardbum16: pushhhh<br />boardbum16: i fucked u when u were drunk<br />tooCOREfor 661: WHAT!?<br />boardbum16: after nick had dibs on that shit<br />tooCOREfor 661: DSLKHFLKHDSKJFHAKJL<br />tooCOREfor 661: EWWWWW<br />tooCOREfor 661: STEVE<br />boardbum16: i swear we did<br />tooCOREfor 661: i swear you weren't even there<br />boardbum16: i came<br />boardbum16: later<br />boardbum16: i tookur v card<br />boardbum16: it comes out<br />boardbum16: i sorry<br />boardbum16: that u were drunk<br />tooCOREfor 661: haha oh well. as long as it was you. and no one else.<br />boardbum16: but u got on top of me<br />tooCOREfor 661: are you calling me the slut?<br />boardbum16: and i was like ur drunk<br />boardbum16: and u didnt ccare<br />tooCOREfor 661: bahahaha<br />boardbum16: oooi cummedn in ur mouth then u rubbed it in ur hair<br />tooCOREfor 661: hahahhahahha what!?<br />tooCOREfor 661: ew<br />boardbum16: yeah<br />boardbum16: when i pulled out<br />boardbum16: i didnt wrap that shit<br />boardbum16: it was all bloody<br />tooCOREfor 661: hahahha. dude. i'm pregnant. thanks.<br /><br />anyways. me and steve are going to have the coolest baby ever. and um. it's gonna be hot to the max. and i found out something. and it sucked. and guys are dumb. kthnx. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:8149 2004-01-22T00:01:19Z 2004-01-22T00:01:19Z <p><strong><font size="4">i love spencer more than he will ever love me times 8753857301753 million billion trillion. kthnx. &lt;333</font></strong></p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:7730 2004-01-21T21:50:22Z 2004-01-21T21:51:01Z brand new <p>he makes me really happy. x9847598732 million. &lt;333</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>i've been at my dad's house all week. </p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>and i had the scariest dream last night.</p> <p>&nbsp;</p> <p>and i am going to pick up miranda at 3.</p> <p>that's all. i have a boring life. bye.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:7634 2004-01-18T22:03:43Z 2004-01-18T22:03:43Z brand new winterdale. saw steve, mikey, rhonda, april, drew, clare, noah, logan, zack, and um hi spencer! :] couldn't go into 7-11. fuck that shit. after the show we went to nik's and saw alex, todd, alyssa, jef, alex, and chris. all i can say is gaaaaay. me and miranda like sleeping out in people's cars when there's no room in the house for us to sleep. we also like how it was below negative 0 and little boys kept trying to scare us the whole night. whatever. we spooned. &lt;333 and for the record. we like bloody cunts and how everyone is sleeping and miranda needs to change her tampon but she can't cause her purse is in the house so we had to use the first aid kit to plug that shit up. bahahhahahhaha. last night was gay. but me and mir had a good talk. i love her to death. <br /><br />we sing brand new to each other and play hang man. and represent crews we aren't in. hahhahahdsjfhsakl urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:7284 2004-01-16T21:51:29Z 2004-01-16T21:51:29Z jessica. i am so sorry i hurt you in any way. i love you to death. and i don't know what i would do without you. everything is fucked up right now. and i don't know what i'm doing. i just want you to know. that you mean the world to me. and i love you so much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:7106 2004-01-16T05:49:54Z 2004-01-16T06:41:25Z so. today has been the wosrt day of my life. i hate my family. and how things never happen when they are suppose to. i'm so done with actually thinking things are going to happen when i know they most likely won't.<br /><br />i realized today that i have no one to go to with anything. i have no one i can call and ask to pick me up or do me a favor. i have no one i can call anytime i want and talk to them. yeah people say, "oh you can call me anytime." fuck that. yeah maybe i can. but are you really willing to listen to me. i know a few people who would and that's lindsey, miranda, alyssa, april and my brother. and just knowing that only a few people really do care. means the world to me. and spencer, i haven't know you that long, and you giving me your number and stuff meant a lot. i'm really fucking depressed and i hate it. jen, dan, and april helped me out a lot today though. and i'm so grateful for that. if it wasn't for them. i seriously don't know where i would be right now. <br /><br />thank you to the people who have helped me today. it means a lot. &lt;333<br /><br />thank you leigh!! &lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:6763 2004-01-15T04:10:28Z 2004-01-15T04:10:28Z people are fucking gay ok. so i go to angela's after school. man. i could never imagine being a mom at 16. she's so lucky. she has so many people that love her and are supporting her. and i wish her the best. her and alex's baby is going to be the cutest gangsta ever. <br /><br />um hi. so basically i love living in canyon country cause in my apartment complex, we have people who lock themselves in their apartment and fire gun shots. awesome. whateva. ain't no thang.<br /><br />i can't wait til friday and saturday. me, spencer, alyssa, and whoever else goes with us are going to have so much fun. nhsjahdlshafkjs. &lt;333 urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:6450 2004-01-12T22:13:56Z 2004-01-12T22:13:56Z between the buried and me oh my god. oh my god. oh my god.<br /><br />hskjahfkjhsak.<br /><br />me and jenaye are gonna go see angela on wednesday. :]<br /><br />school was awesome. i got to see all my friends. i'm glad i didn't go to canyon. i love my friends too much to leave them. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:6172 2004-01-11T12:05:32Z 2004-01-11T12:05:32Z the postal service i so totally just ate a whole bag of kettle corn to myself.<br />i am awesome. <br />and zach, lindsey, and david are sleeping in the bed. i am so pulling an all nighter. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bitchass_thad:6061 2004-01-11T09:13:35Z 2004-01-11T09:13:35Z lindsey and zach well. hm. let's see. today i was going to watch finding nemo. and lindsey called me. so i hung out with HER, ZACH, DAVID, JORDAN, WES and AJ. then we chilled. went to mcdonalds. then left. went to some other places. and then the alamo to get my purse. saw nik, clare, alex, jef, derrick, todd, and maybe other people. i don't remember. went to collin's. then the mall. and saw ping, jeremy, camber, and becky. left and went to 7-11. then to jason's. and saw. poodick, AARON, art, and alex. then we went to david's and watched a movie. and then we went to zach's. where i am at right now. so basically tonight. i think i saw everyone and there moms. tonight was fun. and i miss the summer. we went to nick's sister's house. and it brought back memories. <br /><br />ew. tonight kinda made me sick. and i'm not saying why. it just did. <br /><br /><br />david's feet smell really bad. and i'm done with this post.<br />lata!!